02 February 2016 @ 08:33 am
Eostre and Innocence  
 Eostre: A new me is emerging and time to shake off the old and move forward with the new. Glad to see this card for me today. I've had a brief "alchemist" moment, where I've been faced with the option of yet again turning off the path I started years ago. This chance though, would be treacherous, not only for my health but emotionally. This one isn't just mentally fucked up, he's rumored to be physically abusive towards at least 2 women I know of. I'm flattered for his advances, but warning bells scream off. I know I deserve more than a man like this and his advances are not welcome. It is time for me to pick up my own emotional baggage, thank it and walk off onto new things.

Innocence: A reminder that we are all innocents learning from our mistakes and always returning home. In this we can learn to understand why people do the things they do and eventually forgive. I think I do finally understand. I have for awhile. I just didn't want to accept it. That was a road, a chance yet again for me to turn back and not go after my dreams. I must finally forgive this and keep going forward. 
Current Mood: curious