Pulled 2 cards today, first in the morning, second this afternoon:

Morning: Bridgid - Healing Signifies that past hurts will recede, considered a blessing in creative endeavors.

Not sure on this one. Was a bit disgruntled this morning remembering some things I wanted to forget. But perhaps a step forward, feel it and just let it go. Guess it's better than repressing.

Afternoon: Qetesh - Pleasure (reversed) A reminder not to use others in the pursuit of pleasure and to consider other people's feelings.

Been accused of this before. Just a few days ago in fact. I might be guilty in this. But haven't felt connection enough to latch onto anyone, and forcing me or isolating me won't achieve that. Blowing up my phone won't do it either. Nor will jealousy games. I dunno. No one is entertaining right now.

 While waiting for my pc to update to Windows 10, I decided to pull a different deck off the old bookcase for a second view.

Been awhile since I used my Medicine cards. Pulled Jaguar. Integrity and Impeccability. Signifies a recognition where I used integrity in a situation where I could have easily abused my authority. Good deeds committed and / or I did not pass judgment on someone. 

Jaguar medicine teaches to maintain integrity, compassion, devotion, loyalty and embraces forgiveness.

What's up with all this forgive and heal shit!?