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Heather ([personal profile] cloudia) wrote on August 23rd, 2015 at 08:58 pm
Andromache & Butterfly
Andromache - Strength:  Be physically strong. Well I sure was today after I exhausted myself out at work. Seriously, the card says this...  But it also says to know my feminine side, and set boundaries, do not rely on others for my personal power. Now I'm not sure where this applies today, as I wasn't really thinking or relying on anyone else. I do see the boundaries side though. Tonight I had homework, first time in months. Regardless of promises made to people, they are on hold - school first. I question if this card indicates keeping people at bay... those who desire way too much of my time? 

Butterfly - Transformation: The cycle of self transformation. Beginning, decision, developing and sharing. Well the Beginning is done, but I am between decision and developing. Turns out I may not be able to balance my full-time job and full-time school this semester. Thanks to certain holiday seasons that require additional mandatory overtime days which they will not waive. So right now, I'm sitting back, riding out the extra money before having to overhaul my financial situation. But eventually, I'll have to exit the doors again. What I've been pondering as of late, is whether or not this was fated to be. I may be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Working weekends keeps me out of trouble, but also disconnects me at the same time. Flexibility would be nice, but then I'd get shit for pay. So I'm trying to balance this out, as long as I can until I simply cannot anymore. Regardless, school will win in the end. 

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